I've often wondered whether, in addition to the obvious factors--the ghosts of holidays past, a heightened awareness of family dysfunctions--there might not be deeper spiritual dynamics at work. We struggle to fill our celebrations with food and toys, only to discover that such things do not satisfy the deeper hungers. And for those who have convinced themselves that they long ago abandoned the faith of their forebears, there may be--as carols about "the hopes and fears of the all the years" follow us wherever we go--inklings that something profoundly important to life has been lost.
If, as Augustine insisted, human "hearts are restless until they rest in Thee," then we should not be surprised that in days when the signals of the sacred surround us in special ways, we will all sense--in our secret places--unexpected yearnings that long to be fulfilled.