This is why Mother Teresa is a SAINT! She lives in my SOUL!
Doubt is essential to an authentic life of faith. Several of those we call saints talk of the same kind of things we read in Mother Teresa's letters. St. John of the Cross called this time in his life as "the dark night of the soul."
All of the cloud of witnesses--the saints who have gone before us--have experienced some doubt or darkness in their spiritual lives. In spite of that they have continued in their relationship with the God they were doubting.
I'm reminded of the famous quote found written inside a German railroad car used to transport Jews, gypsies, homosexuals and those deemed a blight upon the Third Reich: "I believe in the sun even when it isn't shining. I believe in love even when I am alone. And I believe in God even when God is silent."
That's the faith of a saint. That's the faith of someone who has wrestled with God in their soul and discovers God there. Mother Teresa has long been a hero of mine and I'm grateful her words of doubt have been published. Living proof that a saint is not perfect. That gives me great hope.
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